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Monday, June 27, 2005


First and foremost, thanks Eli for saving my blog. Yes, you're a genius. It was a no-brainer, but yes, you're still a genius. A no-brainer ok, a no-brainer. Insider joke, people so let's move on...

Saturday was helluva fun.

Celebrated Princess D's birthday. I came with Queen Eli, Queen Jila, Princess Huda and ermm... Asree (Note that Asree doesn't have any honorifics). Only applicable to ladies, thank you very much.

That boy Yan had to leave after sending us Queens cos he had something to attend to. Like meeting his boyfriend B. See... He calls his best friend B. He doesn't even call me that. Not that I want to be called B lah - short for Baby or Beautiful or Babe - cos it's disgusting. B the Boyfriend's Best Friend's name is actually Bernard. So B is the way to call him. So yeah... I don't know why I'm telling you this but yeah...
We ate and laughed and took pictures and mingled. And Princess Huda and I gave Princess D her presents. I hope you like them. It was quite a mentally draining job looking for them tau. Heh...
Close to 1a.m., Princess D and I went to Hard Rock Cafe with some of her friends. Now I hate clubbing. Wait a minute... I've only been to a club ONCE. See I told you I look happening but I'm not. I'm quite docile. I didn't like the first time round at dbl-o. But I've been hearing so much about HRC (from friends and my not-so-young uncle, and my uncle said one day he'd bring me to HRC. That was 5 years ago) that I thought I should check it out.
It was Saturday night. My dear friend Yana warned me that Saturdays are Mats and Minahs Night. Hooray. I'm now categorised as a Minah. But go I did, nonetheless.
I was just standing there like a kid on my first day of school but the music was infectious, I tell you! It was just a lil swaying of the hips and lil jerks of the shoulders and a lil nodding of the head at first but they soon became full-blown boogeys. I pulled Princess D to the dance floor and errm... We danced. Ok she danced. I moved. Haha...
I loved it. I think I can safely say that I really wound down. I was so happy and giggling excitedly that my friend asked if I were drunk. No, I wasn't. I drank Punch. The lady serving me, I think her hearing is quite off, like Ratna's. Probably due to the fact that she's been deafened by the loud music every night.

Me: Hi, can I know what non-alcoholic drinks you have...

Lady: We have Bourbon Coke, Vodka Sprite and ________ (sumthn sumthn lah, I didn't catch it. Probably Kacip Fatimah).

Me: Urmm... Ok. That's nice. But I'm looking for sumthn NON-alcoholic.

Lady: Oh. Punch.

Me: Ok sounds great! (Trying to sound cool) Two glasses please. (One for Dayana and one for me). (And then I added this loudly) I'm driving. (Nampak sah bedek nak mampos).

Tak happening kan kita... Princess D finished her drink 2 seconds flat. I thought I should sip slowly and savour my free drink but I realised tak cool sey minum Punch HENCE I gulped down my Punch in 10 seconds. But I think they spiked my drink cos I felt high after that. Danced like mad. Ok MOVED like mad.
And after HRC, Princess D and I went to Indo Chine at Forbidden City. We got free entry cos D's friend is a VVIP there. VVIP geddit. Not VIP. That means he's VERY Very Important Patron. Then that boy picked me up and sent me home. When I reached home, my dad went like... "Ibu tadi malam pergi hospital tau..."
My sleepy eyes almost popped out of their sockets. Apparently, she had trouble breathing and was there for 4 hours. There was my dad nagging things like how irresponsible I was to go out with my friends when there my mum was in hospital. I so much wanted to scream at him saying that I asked permission to stay out and that he should call me and inform me but Nooooo... He didn't. I mean, how hard is it to just dial my number. Oh wait, he doesn't KNOW my number. How awesome.
I've been having difficulties talking to my dad properly like, forever. As in having an adult discussion without me breaking down and shedding those perpetual tears. Because when I'm angry, I cry. Especially in front of him. I don't know why. We could be having verbal matches and I'd just cry trying to defend my points. I hate it. I wish I could gather my cool when I talk to him but I can't. It's just with my dad. I don't really have this problem with my mum. Why ah? Do we have a psychologist in the house that could explain this complexity? Please enlighten me.
Anyways, it's getting quite depressing from here. I worry about my mum. She's the backbone of my family. It makes me feel bad about not going home that night. I mean, what if something happened to her and I wasn't there? I wouldn't be able to live with that for the rest of my life, I'm sure.
Good thing my brother just got back from his 21-day OBS trip in Pulau Ubin yesterday. That'll probably made her feel better. My brother has a way with my mum. He knows how to allay her worries. He was a difficult child to handle during his growing up years but he's good now...
Oh and he's so dark. Yes... The boy yang Maz pandai-pandai cakap macam Sudirman tu. Yang putih melepak tuu... He's dark now. And errm I hate to say this, but his body's quite good. All shaped-up nicely. But of course I don't tell him that lah... Don't want him to block my tv-view when I'm watching cos he likes to stand in front of it and do all his body-building poses cos he knows that I don't have anywhere else to look. Blardee poseur.
Anyway, if it's not too much to ask, let's say a prayer to my mum for her health back. And if it's not too much to ask, Metalfever and Gang, spare me your snide and spiteful remarks. At least until my mum is better.



the enigma was spotted at 19:21


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surpriseeeeee!

Sunday, June 26, 2005


awinnnnnn!! elii has fixed your blog... weeeeee!!

ELII IS SMART! ELII IS CLEVER! ELII IS STUPENDOUSLY INTELLIGENT AND KINDHEARTED AND GENEROUS! HEEP HEEP HURRAY! RA RA RA RA RA RA! *clap*clap*

:)
love ya,
elii the smarty pant

p.s. lain kali jangan clever-clever only put brazilian name la, mexican name la, arabic name la... saper nanti susah. eliiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii jugak.



the enigma was spotted at 17:46


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this anti-Muslim that he is

Thursday, June 23, 2005


I was so fuming mad when I read this guy's blog entry. Got this link from Dayana's blog. I'm sure most of you have already read this. I did and let me tell you, I was quite surprised that our country, who claims to be a cosmopolitan, first-class nation, still gives birth to despicable racists like him.

http://www.upsaid.com/phoenyx/index.php?action=addcom&id=893&userid=648bd1a9

His space is a very interesting read, especially when he reviews his sexual romps the night before - with guys. Hell yeah, he's gay. And gives ratings of his rendezvous. How cool is that.

Darlin~ Seriously, it irks me and gives me the goosebumps when I imagined how your thighs hurt when you rocked that poor guy at the bottom!

Anyhow, can't wait for Princess D's party this Saturday. You deserve a good ol' swingin great time, girlfriend. Princess Awin and Princess Huda are here, and that's all that matters. Hee...

Problem is, I don't know what to get for you. I'm broke. I get you something next month, can? It's just too bad your birthday falls towards the end of June, cos I already have so many people born in June as it is.

But I can get you a boyfriend. Hehe...

Oh! Or... Or... How about my undying devotion as a friend for eternity? That's quite good right? It's not everyday you get one filial friend okay. Cheybah~

In my bid to get all psyched up for Saturday, let me start my wishing you a

*** HAPPY BIRTHDAY, D LOVELYYY!!! ***

On your mark, get set and ready for Saturday.

Can't wait.




the enigma was spotted at 14:00


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not Kordel's, no...

Tuesday, June 14, 2005


EH!!
I just realised that my EPO is not Kordel's lah!! Ok I can't remember it now, BUT IT'S NOT KORDEL'S. It's Nature sumthn sumthn. Nature's Way? Natural Health? Sumthn sumthn lah! From Watsons. But definitely Nature/Natural sumthn sumthn.
No wonder your Kordel's EPO is not effective lah Eli... Cheapo discounted stuff. $10. Chet. Somemore so happy yours was cheaper hehe...
Huda. You can have your gold cheongsam back. But I'd like to buy it from you. Or you could just give it to me as goodwill. That would be your good deed for the year - GIVE Awin your gold cheongsam cos she looks good in it. (Of course I'd look good in it, otherwise I won't be one of the three best-dressed employees, no?) Heh. So humble this Awin is.
I mean, it's just gonna be a one-off thing right your Chinoiserie... And you most probably won't wear it anymore, so yeah... You can have your gold cheongsam back that is hanging in my wardrobe now. Wear it WEAR IT!! Then maybe you'll win the best-dressed employee award. Then we both can go like... "Excellent cheongsam, this is. Always make the wearer look fab."



the enigma was spotted at 19:21


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my bouquet of tulips

Monday, June 13, 2005


I'm not boasting.
But I received a wonderful surprise today during lunch. A bouquet of 10 stalks of tulips were presented to me. My ears and face were so hot I swear they were burning red.
Yeah. So there I was with a smug, embarrassed smile trying to hide my huge bouquet to no avail. But I'm nicely surprised, that's for sure.
So thank you. I appreciate it. Absolutely.
*********************
Went crazy last weekend.
Friday with the Queens was fab as usual. Supposedly celebrating Queen Eli's birthday but that Queen Jila was late. As usual. (Cheyy Awin was the EARLIEST for once).
Had a filling dinner at Breeks with Queen Eli and Richard. It's so weird cos we're spending time with Queen Jila's boyfriend but the queen herself was absent.
So that late queen came and we chilled at Starbucks. And I gave them their presents - sexy thongs from Topshop. I'm serious. I'm THAT broke.
And then that boy picked us up. And then the three of us nutcases were singing our lungs out in the car lah seyy... Or screaming more like. I think we're deprived. We don't club and all but when given the secret opportunity, we'd dance like crazy and sing like mad. We're like, DYING to do the mojo. Wait... Do I use it correctly? "We wanna do the mojo."
Then on Saturday, I went fishing with Asree and his friends. Pulau Ubin on Saturday at 11am is not good. NOT good, I tell you. I can feel my pits secreting water like nobody's business. Panas nak mampos. I can't imagine how Hell would be like.
And in the later part of Saturday, we went to Yan's friend's birthday bash at Pasir Ris Park. I didn't notice my surrounding, really. The food was that delicious. I hardly notice a red devil strutting his stuff.
AND on Sunday, went out with the Princesses for lunch and Princess D had to come stylishly late for once. Like Hell-OOoo girls, what's WRONG with YOU... I'M the latecomer here okaaayy... You're cramping my styyyyle...~ I mean, nobody can be later than me cos I hate waiting. NyaHA! Ok you're gonna kill me.
SO.
Went abit nuts at ZARA. I very the luuurrve the tops there. I couldn't stop grabbing clothes off the hangers and in my orgasmic frenzy to try them on, I almost went to the Men's Fitting Rooms. Until I noticed these good-looking men with hot bods smiling at me. Opps sorry~ Maybe I should just pretend to not see them and I'll get my clothes tried on faster huh. Hohoho...
So a canary yellow top ended its life on ZARA's shelf and started a new one on mine. I swear I'm gonna get more of those. It's this round scoop neck knit top with 3/4 sleeves. I simply, simply luuurrve it. Suggestions please. In order to NOT look like a bumble bee, what colour bottom goes with this canary yellow top? Black is out. Don't suggest black. Maroon, perhaps? Beige, maybe? Suggestions are welcome, thank you.



the enigma was spotted at 18:36


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to Queen Jila

Friday, June 10, 2005


HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAAAAYY tomorrow!!!
Here's wishing another of my favourite person in my life a smashing birthdayyy!!!
May you achieve your goals and may you get all that you deserve.
And may we see Jila and Richard Junior(s) soon... (Legally of course).
Cheers girlfriend!~



the enigma was spotted at 17:59


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to Queen Eli



HAPPY 22nd BIRTHDAAAAYY!!!!!!!
Here's wishing one of my favourite people a fab year ahead!!
May wealth comes in abundance, may health comes in vigour and may your wishes come true.
Cheers girlfriend!~



the enigma was spotted at 09:49


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damn that little birdie

Thursday, June 09, 2005


Okay here's the story.

I got a little surprise during lunch.

A little birdie shitted (past tense of shit) on me. Seriously.

I was having lunch with Salina at Lau Pa Sat. It was sheltered, mind you. But I guess the birds were just chilling on one of the high beams above me.

I had my right hand hanging off oh-so-casually on my right knee and talking with Sal and SUDDENLY! I felt something wet on my fingers. I glanced down and saw the gooey brownish-greenish-with-some-specks-of-white liquid. Wtf.

The moment I saw it, I went like "Oh hell... Just great. I got an extra ingredient here." I wiped it off with my $1.99 tissue from LifeStyle 1.99 and tried to swallow in the bile that was slowly creeping up my insides. Konon-konon nak step cool ahh... Ahahaha...

So I was hurrying Sal to finish up her curry chicken and telur asin and leave that place but Nooo... She took her sweet time.

BUT!

And then guess what!

Another one came.

Yes, as in, another ingredient came plopping and resting nicely on my skirt this time.

I don't know what to say... What to think... How to react...

I mean, how do you feel when you got shit on not once, but TWICE!! But one's thing for sure - the bird got diarrhoea lah sia...

So I had to ask Sal for her $1.99 Watsons tissue and wiped off the little gift the bird left me. I wanted to die.

I looked up and saw that the bird looked quite nonchalant. That kinda buat bodoh face. Cheebs.

But my saving grace for that moment was probably when Sal said that it's lucky to get shitted (past tense of shit) by a bird. I don't know how's that supposed to be lucky lah but hoookaayy... Whatever.

So I supposed I'll be super duper lucky today cos I got shitted TWICE. Bukan sekali eh tetapi dua kali eh sila!~

So make me feel lucky, people.

A $100 bill would do nicely.




the enigma was spotted at 13:52


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drama queen

Tuesday, June 07, 2005


These past few days, I feel like the leading actress of a mega box-office.
All the world's a stage and all the men and women merely players, or so W. Shakespeare said.
Now I know... Hell yeah, I know.
But right now, I want to fall back to reality.



the enigma was spotted at 09:20


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my ass

Wednesday, June 01, 2005


stings like hell...
Please read carefully.
It stings, not stinks.
For the benefit of those whose reading eyes don't connect properly with your reading brain.

Why it stings as hell: Because Salina offered me her fried sambal buns.

It was so delicious I tell you... So pedas nak mampos. And then she offered another one. So TWO sambal buns at 9.30am on an empty stomach, with menses to boot.

Imagine the party in my stomach

By 11am, I can't contain the party nomore. So they had to go.

And then again and again and again. Wtf. Hence the stinging ass. Maybe I'm coming down with diarrhoea.

I feel like shit now. No pun intended, but really... Bloody, bloody hell.

Oh and I was quite disappointed Miss Puerto Rico didn't win. She's sooo beeyootiful. Classic face. Exotic eyes. Cheekbones so sharp they could slice onions. Collarbones to die for. And the body! Don't even let me start on her body. Don't worry, I'm straight. For now. Heh...

Meeting some friends for drinks now. When I say drinks, I mean ice-blended drinks and teas that come in teapots. And not Vodka Ribena or Margarita or whatever you call those happy-mood-inducing drinks. Yeah, I look happening but I'm not. That's the fact of life so yeah...

Oouhh... Tummy hurts like hell. Really it does. I just want my warm bed and curl up in my safe sanctuary. And not wake up. Urrghh~




the enigma was spotted at 18:57


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