I am getting tired of all these. Your excuses and your nonsense.

What do I have to do to make you see me?

For once, take a good look.

I think I might just die, you know...

SEE! I knew we have a deep connection!!

That makes us blood brothers, yo! SEoul sistas!

Hurhur.

I'm so delirious, I could faint.

I swear I have ESP(n) ok.

This morning, while ironing my clothes, I was dreaming of him and suddenly, I had a feeling that maybe, just maybe, his birthday could be in July, or he could be a Cancerian. In fact, I was pretty sure he is, just that I don't know when his birthday is.

So at work, I did a quick check at Wiki on him and wahey waddya know!! It's very silly I know, but it made my day!

Ok... Happy belated birthday, sweetie! Yoo hotstuff, yoo.

Let the pictures tell you why.

My very own coffee prince.

HELLO ok last night, I slept late - about 3.30 a.m. cos I was up watching Coffee Prince.

Why hello there, who is that hot Korean actor!

Ok I don't know his name - must be either Woon, Jae, Cha or Yuk - but he has that subtle cute looks lah ok. Cos if he had been any cuter, I'd probably wouldn't like him anyway cos if you know me, you'd probably know that I don't like super good looks cos I like a bit of imperfections and flaws, so yeah eh hot lah eh.

Then today, I called Yan up and said "Yan, I wanna have a Korean boyfriend..." And he answered "Okay. GO ah. I also want to have Korean girlfriend." And I answered "Eh how can! You don't watch Korean dramas, so jangan nak step want to have Korean girlfriend." To which he answered, "Ok fine. Then I'll have a Malay girlfriend." And I said "No you can't! Cos you already have a Malay girlfriend. ME!" So then he said "Ok well then I'll have more Malay girlfriends, maybe from Suria. Cos if you want to have Korean actor as boyfriend, then I'll have Suria girlfriend!"

EH MAMAT WRONG ANSWER EH SILA!

Wah wah wah ni part aku macam dah bingit-bingit sikit ni, pasalkan Suria girlfriend is a little closer to home than Korean boyfriends, and also cos he works in a production house with all the Malay actresses, so apa lagi aku membebel ah kat situ hurhur... Nak cari gaduh abeh bingit eh. Ah ok never mind. I forgive him. Because I have Coffee Prince to look forward to every evening.

Oh anyway CONGRATULATIONS TO MAIRA!!

Wow so many of my girlfriends are married/getting married/have babies. Let's see...

There's Suhana with a son. There's Suhailah and the son. Then Farena and Maira are married. And Rohaya will be getting hitched soon next February and Nurah next June. Eh semua dah besar lah!

Cuma Awin, Jila, Eli, Maz, Ratna and Ley jer belum besar. We'll be the ones where EVERYONE invite us to their weddings but not get married ourselves... CHOI CHOI CHOIIII ahhh.... Che. Takder... Cuma belum rezeki jer... Haha mak-mak sak bebual.

Anyway, this was what Jila sms-ed me on my birthday. Sila eh.

To which I replied: "Bangkok? Bangkok waklu Bangkok. Bali lah! Isy takder lah. Bila hati kau nak terbuka ni Jila... Cepatlah insaf."

Jila siao ah Jila.

I'm leaving for Bali this evening!

I'm so excited! The team is pretty excited too, there's a buzzling atmosphere in the air. People asking about their plane seats and fighting over who they want to be in their team for the paintball session tomorrow morning.

But guess what? I get to choose who I want in my team because I self-appoint myself to be one of the team leaders for paintball because I am controlling like that hurhur...

Oh oh oh and I heard right, some of the jantan-jantan Bali don't really have to work because all they do is wait for foreign female customers. Understand? Customers.

When I sms-ed the girls, Jila said "Eh alamak! Pegi Bali ke? Eh idea yang baik untuk stock up kita punye supply jantan2. Kita kan suka variety.. Enjoy yourself and take care yo! Bolehla berdedah-dedah dada!" Hah apa dedah-dedah dada? Dedah perut ada ah... Hurhur. Tak lah seh. Not very appropriate to reveal too much skin in front of the bosses lah seh.

Ok Jila, nanti aku tolong carik kan untuk kau supply jantan-jantan ok? Jangan gusar. Aku carik yang baik punya, bangsa yang bermisai dan badan berg. Give you a chance to be sugar mummy.