I think I will not get that 79 dellers dress.

But I think I will get a hat. Yes! A hat!

I have to rent it though. And it's 40 dellers. I can buy 2 tops with 40 dellers nyarr. But this hat is worth the bucks cos its very the lurve too. It's black, slanted and has a black rose at the side. With some sheer fabric all around. I like sheer anything. It's so sexy! Hurhur. And throw in a pair of black or white shiny gloves; it won't hurt either. Eh Huda, eh? Hurhur... Aku ni macam-macam lah. Of course I can just wear Whatever or Anything but I'm thinking, I should wear these kinda nonsense while I'm still young and able to pull it off. Kalau nanti dah tua nak pakai benda-benda gini, nanti kena label buang tebiat hor. So yeah... It's now or never. Make hay while the sun shines. The early bird catches the worm. Hurhur. No connection eh sila but never mind.

See, signs of tebiat-ness are showing.

Anyway, yesterday, I actually dragged Huda and Nadz to a couple of costume shops. We went first to the one at Bali Lane. I didn't find anything there but my attention got diverted to a pink bikini top so shiny with beads and sequins, it could blind you. Huda took a photo of me in it but please eh~ Vulgar lah, just vulgar.

The guy at that shop actually suggested some OTT black dress with ruffles and tassles and whatnots, which is short at the front and has a long train at the back. Eh over lah nyaaarr... Apa ni berat-berat aku nak angkut pergi HK ni.

And then at the other shop, I tried some blue short dress that falters rather than flatters. And I got a bit impatient already cos I still couldn't find anything. Huda got her shiny gloves and all I tried on were wigs. Until of course, I set my eyes on the hat. But my cousin said she has some hats so we shall see. With that black hat, I could easily pass off as Audrey Hepburn's ghost.

Hurhur... I'm blogging again. Twice in a row! Ahh this is the Life.

Anyway, remember the Fabulous 50s D&D theme? I think I've found something ala-ala the 50s. Tetapi mahal nyaaarrr baju tu. 79 DELLERS!!

It may not be expensive to you but it is to me... Cos I have 4 husbands, 8 kids and 44 pet birds to feed at home... Ok I'm exaggerating. I need to spend quite a bit this month so 79 DELLERS is a lot. But the dress is the luuurrve... It's black and white and it's sheer. Macam ala-ala sek-ah-sek tapi mak aku suruh pakai black tights ehhh~ Tak stim seh.

Ok lah wanna go shopping!

My birthday was spent rather simply. I like it.

On Monday night, I went to the studio and hung out with Yan and his friends. At 12.02 a.m. on 10 July, I ushered in my 19th birthday with a somewhat off-key but nice nontheless birthday song by them. I feel looooved cos it was just me with 4 other men. Hurhur.

I got some gifts too. A Charles & Keith voucher which came at a timely moment cos all my shoes are in bits and pieces and Etienne Aigner Too Feminine perfume set from my bosses. AND on Thursday, he and she (my bosses) got me a birthday cake from Cedele. Hurhurhur...

But I was a bit disturbed by a remark made by someone. The next day after the cake-cutting, she went like "Wah you so lucky hor... You're here less than 2 months and got people cut cake for you... I work (sic) here 8 years, nobody buy me cake..."

I was quite perplexed. I mean, it's not like I ASKED for the cake. It was truly a nice surprise. And I'm happy with it. But I didn't know that you only deserve birthday cakes according to how long you've worked at a certain place. Hmm... It disturbed me for a while but then, I had my cake and ate it too so I don't care hurhur...

And thanks for the birthday wishes! I love being 19!!

Hello world! I'm 19 today!! I was 18 yesterday! Hurhur...

I miss blogging. I really do. I have one-sided conversations with myself in my head all the time and I want to write it down.

Anyway, I want to let someone know that I want to make this right. Because I love you.

Ok I'll blog soon. See ya later alligator~

Shopping with Queeng Eling last evening was good.

I bought some new stuffs from MNG and Far East Plaza. Neng, I think I kinda regretted buying that red flamin jumpsuit from MNG leh... It's huge, balls! It's an L! I mean I know I'm not exactly petite lah right but surely, I can't be an L? It's so huge, I think I can wear it and jump off the 13th floor ala-ala Batman. Pasal the jumpsuit has wings lah. Ala-ala La Isla Bonita from Hawaii punya baju pong ada. Hurhur. I don't quite know how to describe it. It keeps slipping off my shoulder and I feel so sexposed!

But unless I gain another 10kg or so, I doubt I'll ever wear it again. Which is shit lah cos the jumpsuit costs me $39. Another $10 and I could have bought that cute, pink dress from Far East! KENAPER ni! Arrgghh!~ I'm so frustrated with myself!

But good thing this other dress sorta placate me. It's a one-off piece from Hong Kong! So I'll be the only one walking around in Singapore with this dress. Hurhur. That idea excites me!

Anyway, a lil bit of advertising for Rika here. Do come down to the Esplanade this Friday at 7.30p.m.! Rika and 2 other bands will be playing - A Vacant Affair and West Grand Boulevard. Some other bands will be playing on Saturday and Sunday too.

And on Saturday, Rika will play at the Skate Park beside Phoenix Hotel.

Wah wah wah~ Ada commission ke tak ni, Yan? Orang dah advertise kan ni! They pay you to play, right? I do get a percentage cut, yes?

I'm so excited to go Hong Kong! I'll be bunking with Huda again... And the D&D theme this year is Fabulous 50s! Like what the hell is that! I think the 50s fashion is so uninspiring, unlike the 80s when it's so retro, yo. But it's okay. I'll manage. If it comes down to the crunch and I'm desperate enough, I think I'll just don some colourful frou-frou skirt with yellow hairband on beehive hair. But first, I need to find a beehive.

Ok siapa nak kirim mat Hongkie, sila sms eh, don't shy... Aku carik kan yang sepet sesepet-sepet nya... Hurhur.

I'm going to go shopping with Eling! Hopefully, I can buy some shoes and another mini skirt, cos my white DKNY mini is so overused, it's turning yellow. I will try to walk with my eyes closed most of the time lah eh... And we will try to NOT walk pass Mng or Zara or Forever21.

Weeeeeeeeee..... Let's hope this is a good week.