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WHY am I in the office

Friday, November 28, 2008


Gah. Can you believe it. It's been a while since I last blogged and I actually forgot my blogspot password. I can't believe why I am so busy. WHY?! WHY do I do this?? WHY do I have to work?? Other people also must work what but WHY can they talk on the phone about mundane stuffs and tap the card early but WHY am I still here in the bloody office on a Friday night, YOU TELL ME.
I think it's time to switch jobs. Surely, being a full-time couch potato couldn't be that bad. But I need money. What do I do for money... :(
Many years ago, someone told me that I can find a sugar daddy and let him supply me with income. So I told her that well yeah, sure I can, but I have to give something back in exchange, right? Dalam dunia ni mana ada benda free, kan. Nak mampos pong kena bayar ok? So then her answer was? "Oh no, you don't have to have sex if you don't want to. There are many ways to go about that."
THANK GOD the train arrived just about then and I made a big production of getting up and dropping my bag lah and made a big fuss all that the topic was naturally dropped when we got into the train. Yes, I am a natural like that. Cos sorry eh tumpang lalu, siapa nak berdiskusi tentang hal ehwal 'many other ways to go about that' although if it were just her and me, I'd love to hear the many other ways lah hurhur. But only because I'm curious at what she's capable of doing. She'e really something you know. The best yor-yor orh I've ever met. Hurhur.
But because of that, I couldn't get her tips on how to keep a sugar daddy without having to give him a piece of myself in return. Ada sugar daddy yang suka main Scrabble tak? Sudoku ke... I'm such a Sudoku junkie, it's disgusting. In fact, Yanti gave me a whole stack of Sudoku puzzles all bound and ready to go! Hi, Titit! How're the Arabs?
Anyway, I am very depressed and stressed with work. In fact, I spend half an hour crying this morning (and was so shit late) because I didn't want to go to work. I don't know what's wrong with me. I think I've let myself drown too deep and didn't want to cry for any buoy. I thought I was superwoman. Sigh sigh sigh.

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