Hurhur, am I witty or what, my subject title.

I'm so angry and so upset, I could kill the next person who gets on my case.

The plan was to go backpacking with my cousins and their friends in Vietnam for 5 days. How cool and exciting is that right? I know. I've been wanting to backpack to Vietnam for the longest time lah... I don't know why. I just wanna. And it must be Vietnam. Not other cities. Vietnam first. A guy friend backpacked there alone last year and I was so awed. I would follow him if I could but that would be so wrong lor.

So anyway, you can probably guess my excitement when I discovered that my cousins are backpacking to Vietnam. Shireen is gonna go to Thailand, then Cambodia (another place I wanna go) and last leg of the backpacking trip is going to be Vietnam. So the plan is me, my 2 cousins and a couple of other people are joining Shireen and her friends at Ho Chi Minh.

There would be 8 of us and it would so fun! BUT. This is where I stop talking about fun and start crying in the girls' toilet just now.

There is a full day hearing on the 19th and I asked my FB if I could go on leave. And she said I have to check with my colleague cos they would need someone to be around for the hearing. So I checked with this colleague and she said she's taking leave on 18th and 19th May.

I WANTED TO SCREAM! She said it's her kids exam week and she need to be at home to coach them. Ok I know I have no right to judge but look, last minute revision can help meh. And not say I wanna be mean but right, her kids are gonna do badly/not-so-well anyway so why the hell does she bother. This is a very nasty remark from me, I know. But I've heard her complained enough on how bad her kids' school work are and how they get less than average marks on their test etc so is it any surprise why I am so bitter about this? Because she's gonna take leave and supposedly coach her kids but they're gonna do badly anyway, you get my drift? Then what's the point!

And you know what pisses me off the most? She asked me why I'm asking her about the leave so I told her that there's a full-day hearing on the 19th for this matter that both our bosses are on. And you know her reply?? "Huh then why you ask me? I'm not involved in [clients' name] what..." EH KNN not involved kepala waklu lah! Dengan sarden nyer dia kata dia tak involved! Tu yang buat darah aku UP banyak ni...

I've been doing alot for this matter. I've co-ordinated some project stuff that she doesn't even help with the co-ordination and this is taking into account that she's an executive, you know. I've been working until I fall sick for a week and couldn't take MC and I don't even deserve 3 stupid days? Wtf is this. I sell my soul to work lah fuck, understand.

And this rubbish about how single people should give way to married-with-kids colleagues? Utter rubbish. Like as if I don't have a family of my own; as if I don't have agendas of my own. It really is very frustrating.

You don't know how badly I wanna go on this trip. It's painful.