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ok, ok relek ehh relek

Friday, December 09, 2005

Ok I don't know why but I'm SO excited lah nyaaarr... Maybe it's the whole TGIF feeling-feeling. Maybe it's 10 December tomorrow. Or maybe cos Class 95 are playing songs that I totally dig. (Hell-O? Class 95?? Do I get commission like this??) Or maybe cos I'm cutting my hair today. Yeah I'm cutting my already short hair.

(Here I go again trying to justify why chic girls have short hair... Ok I'll shut up)

If I am not living in Singapore and not working in a serious and 'respectable' profession, I would have already done my hair like Naima. Or something radical like that.

No lunch today cos my kaki and tangan on MC and I just don't like the idea of lunching alone, or worst, lunching in the pantry WITH the monstrous Pantry Aunty. (Until now, I still don't know her real name. Therefore, she will have a capital P and A for Pantry Aunty, indicating her name). And I'm trying to not eat so I'll look at least bikini-friendly tomorrow.

These past few days, my mind has been unsettled again. I've been thinking and thinking until I can practically see my hair turn gray. I wonder if the choices I make today will have a great impact tomorrow. They say, don't regret your actions and decisions. But what if we're talking about true love here? This love business is a sticky thing. I hate it. I don't want to think about this anymore but I can't help it.

I guess I'm just so starved of love and affection. Blardee hell.

And it doesn't help that my cough of eons-old is still around. No more phlegm but it's just as bad. I'm quite worried actually. What if it's TB??? AaaRRgHH!!! Sial ah Awin! Apa ni fikir bukan-bukan!! Nonsense lah!

Tsk. Suddenly no mood for tomorrow. I hate my effin-mood-that-swings-like-an-effin-pendulum!!

the enigma was spotted at 13:34