On Tuesday, I had a mother of all cramps and it wasn't funny at all.

So someone decided to step on my toes and ho boy, you picked a wrong day.

I just came back from the ladies when one of the secs told me one of the lawyers wanted to see me. I went into his room and he started saying "Why are all these papers in a mess? If there's no more space in the file, then can you please not be lazy and file them in another file?" WTF. Ok understand? WTF.

In the first place eh, I have not touched that particular matter for 2.5 months eh, and he knows this. The last thing I did anything for that file was 20 April this year. After that, it was given to another person to upkeep. So then why the fuck did he anyhow whack and accused me of being lazy and not get a new file right.

Second of all, my work area may seem messy and disorganised but I know where my things are. And the papers in my files are always kept neatly and properly. As in , everything is typed and arranged and no excess flying papers cos I cannot stand fat files either. So don't teach me how to file because I've been doing it longer than you.

I was pissed off lor. Did not help that I was having mother of all cramps and mother of all PMS, you know. And when I went back to my seat, I complained to my neighbour and just cried there, at my seat. And from that moment on, it was a crying fest. My cramps were so frequent and so painful that I cried at my desk again, because I don't know what else to do. I couldn't stand up to go home and I couldn't sit either cos my back hurt. Plus the emotional pain. Everything was too much. And I shamelessly cried in front of the MB. I think he's used to it by now. I think I'm beyond being embarrassed already. Whatever lah.

And then today right, the one who pisses Awin off came to the office limping. Limping! Haha.. Tu nama dia eh tuan-tuan dan puan-paun, is dholat. Retribution. Padan muka ok.